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Larissa Pham on allowing memory to shape a memoir.
While writing and reading alongside Pop Song, a memoir-in-essays, I was very interested in two things: diaries and non-narrative forms. They’re more related than one might think: a diary records the passage of time, but its “narrative,” what little of it exists, comes from accretion and association. Events gain in significance as time passes in the text, but there’s a sense of randomness to it — reading along, we see what’s most important on any given day, but we might also be taken by surprise by events that become important only in retrospect.
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I don’t believe life is narrative — causational, maybe, in that events can cascade like dominos, but not narrative. Life is a roiling mess of events with no clear beginning: did I become the way I am because of this? Or this? Or — was it because my mother was this way too? Writing Pop Song, I was drawn to books constructed outside of a traditional narrative arc (say: conflict, climax, denouement) because they felt truer to life and its entanglements. In Maria Gainza’s novel Optic Nerve, the text is constructed according to images the narrator sees — the reader moves fluidly through time alongside her observations and memories. In Sally Wen Mao’s poetry collection Oculus, motifs are redoubled and returned to; a series of poems inspired by the actress Anna May Wong moves not chronologically through Wong’s life, but thematically, zooming both into an imagined time-traveling future and a historic past.
5 Books with Innovative Structures RECOMMENDED BY LARISSA PHAM
Kate Zambreno, Screen Tests Maria Gainza, Optic Nerve Esmé Weijun Wang, The Collected Schizophrenias Sally Wen Mao, Oculus Sarah Manguso, Ongoingness 
Life is connected to itself. We feel the reverberations of our past in our present; our anxieties about the future shape our present, too. And the people who we were are shaped by the people we’d hoped to be.
So why not mix it up — why not flip things around, move flexibly through time, drop into research mode or staccato across memories as they rise to the surface? What does one memory make you think of, and where does that trail lead you? If you believe time is all around us — and I do — there’s no need to write down events as they arrived in our lives. The writer is only anchored by one kind of time: the passage through a book as the pages turn. The rest of time can flow freely, and it will.
Larissa Pham is an artist and writer in Brooklyn. She is the author of Pop Song: Adventures in Art and Intimacy (Catapult). She has written essays and criticism for The Paris Review Daily, The Nation, Art in America, the Poetry Foundation, and elsewhere. She was an inaugural Yi Dae Up Fellowship recipient from the Jack Jones Literary Arts Retreat.
“...a brave, shrewd work of artistic and cultural criticism...” -The New York Times Book Review
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